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Monday, August 31, 2015

Williams ONE month


Oh wee little William!!! We love you so much little man and can't believe a month has passed already with you in our lives! It goes so quickly. You've been an awesome baby to be on the go so much the first weeks of your life. We are grateful for your calm nature. You definitely know how to use those lungs to though! We have learned so much about you even in this short time of knowing you and have noticed cute little habits you have.

Here are just a few:
- you love to be held!!
- you have "firecracker" toots, and lots of them!!
- you do the cutest "cheerio mouth" with your lips in a circle.
- you love to have your hands close to your face/head
- you love being outside
- you love to be swaddled up
- you love your gas drops
- you hate being burped!!!
- you have the strongest neck EVER!
- you've got a good grip

There is so much we love about you! Thanks for being in our family William. We love you little one month old!!


(This photo is of you just a few hours old!)

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Family Dinner Time


Dinner time is very special and important in our home. It is a time to gather, to talk with one another, and to eat a yummy meal. I love setting the table, I have loved that task from a very young age. Dishes are one of my weaknesses and making a table look nice is so fun for me. We have made a great effort even during the crazy stages of little kids to strive to eat together every evening.

Mister James and I love to cook and so it works out nice because we help one another with the meal making. I'm so grateful and in love with that trait of my mister. Cooking time is pretty romantic and special! Besides the prep, we also love to eat!! Good food makes us happy. We call taste bud happy moments, "Ratatouille Bites." These are especially great with a bite of cheese and fruit!!!

We recently have LOVED eating outside more. If you recall in my birth story, the night of Williams birth we had drove all the way up to Ashton to pick up an outdoor table. My brother and sister in law are in the process of moving :( and this was an item I took off their hands. Than my awesome and wonderful mother got us the umbrella. Isn't it cute!! I have yet to get some comfy cushions (they are PRICEY!!) for the chairs, but we just sit on the unfinished chairs anyway. I love eating outdoors and this little set has been a dream come true! Hurray for family dinners and especially when they can be outside!


Saturday, August 29, 2015

The Golden Birthday


The Golden Birthday was very different than I pictured it would be for so many years. It was a little less gold colored and themed, and more filled with golden kids and family. William gifted me the grossest spit up he's had yet and right down my shirt. Jane was/is teething really bad and so she was needing a bit of extra love. Needless to say by kiddos bedtime I was very ready. We shared some really special times throughout the day. I made breakfast, then we took daddy out for Thai food for lunch, then Jane and I painted feathers and her toenails!!


Our dinner was leftovers and salmon with asparagus. It was delicious. We ate by our new TP that my mom helped me finish while she was here. It was such a fun and magical setting. Here's to 28!!! I am thankful for all that's gotten me to this golden year and what's in store for me in the next 28!



Friday, August 28, 2015

28 Years of Life


Today marks my Golden Birthday and so I have decided that I need to recognize the many treasures I've been blessed with these 28 years of life! I have a tradition I've started to write letters to others, for how old I am. So, this year I would need to write 28 letters. Instead of all of them being handwritten I did some via Internet which I'd not done before. It's been fun and special to keep this lovely little tradition each year.


Highlights of Gold:
- My mission to PA
- Singing in front of my High School and getting a standing ovation 
- rolling down hills
- my college years
- pretending with my brother Spencer and neighbor friends!
- Making cookies with my mom
- riding the Ferries in Seattle and feeding the seagulls!
- sleeping under the stars
- seeing fireflies for the first time!
- watching sunrises and sunsets
- going down the river in Moab with Janes, Spencer and Molly
- having one on one trips: WaDC with Spencer, Leavenworth with Andrea, Portland with Molly, PA with mom, Nickel Creek with Matt and Time out for Women with Lara.

Golden Moments:
- Being married in the temple to Mister James for time & all eternity. He's my partner in crime though it all and I couldn't imagine a better companion.
- Having my children! There is not a moment in life that compared to finally meeting the child you carried for 9 months. It's golden!
- Going through the temple for my mission, and preparing to be worthy of the great blessings and promises given there.

My Gold:
- My Faith, God and the knowledge of who I am!
- My husband, Mister James. He's my golden boy.
- My children, they mean the world to me!
- Family. They are the most important treasure on this earth.

I know there is much more gold I could recognize in my life, but there's a little fleck of it. There really are tiny flecks that really do add up. I'm so thankful for the 28 years I've been blessed with and for the joy that all the golden things have given me. Here's to 28!!!


Thursday, August 27, 2015

The Happenings


The past few weeks have been so special and packed. I feel like it was just a day ago we welcomed wee William into the world but it's been 4 weeks. We have jam packed his first weeks of life to the brim! We flew to the beautiful area of the northwest and it made us a bit homesick. James and I both love this part of the country and miss it a great deal. It was wonderful to be back and visiting. Both kiddos did amazing on the flight and were troopers the whole trip.


Our big event that took us traveling was James' grandmothers 80th birthday celebration. He had not seen or talked to many of these great people for 15+ years. It was so special to rekindle the relationships and for me to finally meet this family I'd yearned to know. We felt so blessed to be there and I wish we could have stayed and been with them longer. They truly were a wonderful group of people!


It was special also for James and I to visit with dear friends. My roommate Christina and her sweet family, our friend Katie, my close neighbors from childhood, our awesome group Taylor, Emma & Jared, my dear friend Rachelle, my wonderful sweet co-worker Alverna, and so many others. It was impossible to see everyone we care about but it was quite special to get to see so many!

Another big event that occurred during this fast trip was Williams Blessing. James and I decided it would be extra special to have priesthood men he'd been raised by in the prayer circle, so very last minute the plans were pulled together. It was a beautiful blessing and the spirit was very strong. I am so thankful for James and the father he is. Little William is blessed and lucky to have such a man to look up to.



Being at Bop and Grammys was fun. They have so many toys and awesome things to play with. Jane loved their m&m machine!!



My birthday ends the week of craziness. While home my family celebrated on the very last night we were with them. They had golden presents (28 of them) and gold dishes and foods. It was special! The "cake" was doughnuts piled high. This year is a birthday I've been waiting for my whole life, my "Golden Birthday!" I turn 28 on the 28th. I have looked forward to this birthday for so long and now that it's here it feels just like another day. 28 years.....there has been a lot packed in those years!

The very last huzzah of the week was having James' dad Reid, and fiancé Brigit, into our home. They were only here a day but it was really special. It was wonderful to see James with his dad, and to watch his dad interact with his grandkids. Life is precious and Love is spelled T-I-M-E. We are grateful, even though it was tough and straining at moments, that we were able to take the time for family this month!



Sunday, August 16, 2015

Grammy Time


Grammy time is special time and we have felt lucky and blessed to have her in our home. I'm so grateful I have a mother who thinks it's important to come help after a new baby. I could not have done this week without her. James is on a business trip and I would have been alone with two kids under 1 1/2 and recovery from birth all alone. How thankful I am she's been here for me.


Minutes before her arrival Jane face planted into a mud pile, and that was the beginning to a week of fun! Jane is truly one of the busiest little ladies ever!!!!! She's loved having fun times with Grammy in the yard doing chalk, swings, slide, chickens, pool, digging, going on walks and running around. They sure ate up the sunshine and the few rainstorms as well.


Grammy gave Jane a special big sister gift: a baby stroller. Jane has absolutely loved this toy and every time she wakes from a nap or bed she grabs her stroller and rolls down the hall with a few "baby" stuffed animals riding along. It's adorable how much she loves it.


While Grammy was here we:
- made lots of yummy food, and ate it to!
- went to the Saturday market, and a shabby chic boutique
- had a library date with Jane
- played with cousins
- ate fudge and popcorn with Lara
- ate outside many a time
- sewed a TP
- collected eggs all week long
- went to a BBQ with my Cooking Club
- played with cousins
- painted with Jane
- splashed in the bath
- made cookies
- went to Williams 2 week appointment
- ate out together
- snuggled, changed diapers, burped, and cleaned William!

We packed it in for sure, to the very last second. That's a trait we inherited from Grammy ;) for sure! It's so interesting to watch traits and characteristics be passed down generation to generation. I'm quite a mini-me of my mom and Jane is becoming quite the mini-me of me! I love families and the complete joy they can and should bring to life!!! We are SO excited to see dada/Mister tomorrow! He's been off at a conference in San Fran for 4 days and we are so excited to give him hugs and kisses and to have him home.


Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Create.



CREATE!

For Family Home Evening we watched this video message:

https://www.lds.org/pages/mormon-messages?lang=eng#create

It was a perfect little video on the importance and significance of creating. All of us are creators and we are all children of the greatest creator there ever will be. I loved being reminded of the importance of creation and how many ways we really do create. It is not just in art work, or music or in tangible pieces of things. A smile, a hike...there are countless ways we create and add to this beautiful world and life.


Jane had fun creating with Grammy all day. We called it "Star Day" because she painted a star, she ate stars, she drew stars with her chalk, she read "The Sneetches" with their star bellies...it was really fun to see her be active all day long with her Grammy. She truly has the most positive energy I've ever seen in a little person, so it's wonderful for her to have high energy buddies to!


I am so grateful for the chance to have FHE weekly. It is such an important thing we've been asked to do as families. And I love being able to follow the council of prophets happily and striving to do the things they've asked us to do allows blessings and peace to enter our lives.


If you want to read an EXCELLENT talk on the importance of FHE and the home go here:

https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1993/04/spiritually-strong-homes-and-families?lang=eng

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Labor of Love


Last week as William slept I cranked out cooking articles for my little side job on the computer. Procrastinated that one, cause I should've turned them in early to avoid baby time. But nevertheless I had to get them all written. James was so sweet and took Jane out on errands with him so I could try and get more done.

When they arrived home he brought three bags full of Mums!!! It was such a surprise and so very thoughtful of him! He was pretty proud of the name ;) of the flower to. We didn't really want to plant them in our front garden until it had better soil in it and so they sat on the counter and waited and waited to be put into the earth. So, we finally went and picked up pavers and soil to prep the garden for planting these beautiful flowers. But then family came into town and it sat still again. Then last night late into the evening Mister dug and paved and filled the garden up. My sweet mom wanted to see it all done and so planted the mums at 10:00 at night while I fed William. A true labor of love from them both. Having a beautiful garden someday all about my yard is a big goal for me and so this little project was a big step towards making that dream a reality! So, so sweet!


I love looking out my front window at this labor of love garden. James has sure been pampering me these last few weeks. It's been pretty awesome I might have to say. I have loved the extra flowers and chocolates and surprises he's given me. Love is definitely not about things and I really don't expect gifts showered upon me, but every once in a while it means the world. Thanks Mister for making our front feel a little more welcoming and beautiful! And for making me feel pretty darn special! 



First Baths


William had his first bath finally today! He was ready to be wet again. This dry Idaho air doesn't do good on new heavenly skin ;). He really enjoyed it other than being super hungry so was kind of weirded out to be put into liquid instead of drinking it. He was so cute he started to suck on his hand really loud because he was so ready to eat!

First baths are special here in our home, because they don't get one at the birth center or the day their born. So, their first bath literally is with us at home. It's fun to see how they react and to snuggle them up in a towel afterward. Washing their soft skin and bald heads. Hearing the trickle of water from the cloth. There is so much I love about a baby in a bath!


Friday, August 7, 2015

Thin Things


There has been great need for the walls of our homes to be fortresses of safety from the beginning of time. From wind and rain, the heat, the cold...safety from all the elements is important. However, even more important is protection from the storms of the evil one. There is a rampant attack on all that is good in this life, most importantly, the family! In our modern era we are convinced that what the media says is correct, that Facebook Likes and Selfies are what bring happiness, that lyrics in a song don't mean a thing, that the make-up of a family doesn't matter, that animals are more important than people, that phones are another appendage, that one should get everything for nothing, to not respect ones elders...the list could go on and on. Society truly has stooped to a level of mediocrity that is causing a crumbling of moral value.

Right now James is reading a book called "Men of Valor" and he's been sharing it with me during late night feedings with my little man sometimes. It talks about and shares traits and habits that make good, really good, men. I have LOVED it!! The author shares this great line in one of his chapters:

"Don't get caught up in the thick of thin things."
~ Robert D Millet

This line rang out very loud to me. We busy our lives with lots and lots of thin things. Do we care about our spouse, our children, our grandparents..before we care about our outfit for the day or answering that text message? There are many things of importance but what is MOST important? Those are the things that should take up the thick of our time. What a great need there is to disconnect from our devises and worldly "to-dos" and really take a thick soak in the things that matter most!

It makes me think of the great story of Martha and Mary. As Jesus is teaching what was the most important thing to be doing? Not the dishes that's for sure. And dishes aren't a bad thing (well, they're definitely not fun to do!) but they were not as important as pausing to listen to the son of God. Do we pause to listen, really listen, to our children or our friends in need. 

Where do (should) we learn of the things of most importance? In the home. Our homes and families have the perfect make up to teach us of things of value. An apostle once stated,

"The place to cure most of the ills of society is in the homes of the people."
~ Joseph B. Wirthlin

In the very walls of our homes we have the potential to teach and focus on those things that make the world a better place. If we are seeking more peace in this world, less societal problems, a decrease in crime, a boost in economy and creativity and so much more, it must start in the home. So begin now to fortify your fortress and keep the storms out!!






Thursday, August 6, 2015

1 Week of Life


Wow. How quickly life happens when you're in love! Our little man turned a week old today. It's hard to believe that it's already been a full week! It feels like just yesterday James and I were at the birth center in awe we had a baby boy.


This little man has captured our hearts. Some fun things we've learned about him:
- he's a Toot-Meister! He has lots and lots of gas and always has a rumbly to surprise us.
- he loves to be held and be close to us
- he is such a good baby and doesn't cry too much, just when he really needs something (like milk, a bounce, a diaper change or some gas drops)
- he loves looking to light, and has such a strong neck
- he's a little boxer, his arms are super strong and he keeps them up to his face.
- he can make some reallllly great faces!
- he loves to eat!!

We are so grateful this little adorable man is a part of our family!!!!!!



An Addendum to Birth


There are still so many special thoughts and feelings about Williams birth that I need to put down so I don't forget. So this post is dedicated to the little moments and details. 

Our birth team was really James, William and I. I remember, even while in the last stages of labor thinking, "Man this is basically just James and I doing this! And baby boy on the other side." This was such a neat thought to me that we were already being a team even before little William entered the world. Trusting your body, your baby and your spouse really is so key in a natural birth! There is no other way to get you through it. But then we did have our great team of midwives there to make sure we were all safe as well. They really don't step in too much, only to monitor baby's heartbeat and make sure he's doing alright, and then they don't reallllly step in till the very end of pushing. They make sure baby is coming out safely and mama is not hyperventilating ;). I am so grateful for James. In both my babies births he's been right at my head letting me use him as support through the whole process. With not having a Doula this time I really needed him to be extra supportive, loving and strong.

One funny thing I forgot to write in Williams birth story was the wild whirlwind the morning of his birth. Just that evening we had driven all the way to Ashton ID with a trailer to get an outdoor table set from my brother and sister in law who are moving. I picked raspberries and watched Jane while Mister James loaded it all up and then I drove all the way home. We decided we'd unload it al. In the morning so we left it all hooked up. So while I was going through my early morning contractions James had to unload everything and go return the trailer to our sweet friends who let us borrow it. That was kind of a quiet testing moment of my strength because contractions were getting harder and I didn't want to be alone. But it strengthened my understanding of patience and longsuffering and my love for James. He had to load up the car, make all the phone calls and get us to Rigby safely. Maybe this was also a big reminder to always finish a project through ;) ALL the way.

At the end stages of labor there was a point when I felt the strong pushing urges and I remember James saying, "stay relaxed just breath through it." And he said I responded very firmly, "no, I need to push." This is a neat moment to me because a woman's body is built for birth, to know how to get her baby here is instinctual. Women really are not taught to trust in their bodies and the great capabilities they hold. Throughout ALL stages of motherhood trust in your instincts, listen to your baby and keep faith in your team!!!


Another special thing I hope to keep up with all the births of my children is thanking the team! With both births I have James "Daddy Doritos" and then made little "thank you's" for our midwives. This time round I gave them candles and little notepads to tell them thank you for helping us on this bright day (literally) bringing William into the world. I strongly believe in thanking people and want my children to also know how important that is. At our week appointment our head midwife gave me a big hug and said thanks back to me and made my day. Oh little thank you's go a long way!!


When William came out into the world with that final push it felt like he was a rocket hitting the earth. He shot out (or at least at that moment that's what it felt like) and was perfect. When the midwives put him up to my tummy and chest he was so calm. He seemed so mature and grown up from the moment we met him. The sweetest thing was how incredibly strong his neck was and how he wobbled his head about to look right up at me!!!! Just a few minutes old (out of the womb) and he was using his muscles to find his mama. It was so touching to look into his clear precious eyes and know that he knew, I'm his mama!

He was so good with his new baby exam. So still and calm. We so enjoyed those first few hours with just him at the birth center. He has a very calm and beautiful spirit about him. We are so thankful he is our son!


When we got home with William our sweet baby Jane was with a neighbor. We got a little more settled and when they dropped her off it was really special to have her meet her little brother and to be honored with some big sister items. She sweetly waved at her brother and kept saying baby. This first week of him being in our home has been wonderful and so very fast! Jane has been amazing with the change. She has been so patient with my recovery and with the big difference in not seeing me as much. I bought her a special chair and sidewalk chalk to celebrate this new stage of big sister and she loves them! James has been playing outside with the chalk with her and she loves sitting in her green chair! She's had a lot of one on one time with her dada, but she's starting to feel off schedule and needing mama a bit! So needless to say it's starting to get a little hard, so we're glad Grammys on her way today!


Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Various Thoughts and Quotes

This is the beginning of a series of posts from my journals. Most entries will be gospel related mixed with various experiences.

During my mission to Atlanta Georgia, I recorded various quotes and thoughts.

- Feed your body out of hunger and not habit, feed your spirit out of habit and not hunger.

- Discouragement is a catalyst for failure.

- Idleness is rust for the mind and body.

- The feelings that are available through the Holy Spirit are powerful enough to improve the course of any human life.

- Echos of Heaven, Echos of Heart
I do not fear death, for I know where I go (Alma 40:11)
I do not fear pain, for through pain I will grow (Alma 14:10-11)
I do not fear men, for their hate has an end (D&C 76:110)
Oh what of my family, of those whom I fend? (D&C 75:28)

I hope for their peace (Jude 1:2)
I work for their Joy (1 Nephi 8:12, 15)
Be still prick thy ear (Exd 15:16)
Here in lay my fear (Prov 29:25)

What if I fail? Cannot do my part? (Jacob 2:34)
My children, my family, I've broken their heart! (Jacob 2:35)
Oh what would I say? Oh what could I do?
My family is broken! My foundation is stolen! My children in tears! The core of my fears. (Alma 36:13)

My cannot bare my wife's broken heart (Jacob 2:35)
Oh Lord, let not this be real (Alma 32:35)
Oh let my heart not past feel! (Moroni 9:20)

Oh my son take heart and press on! (2 Nephi 8:30)
Have tust in My work (James 2:17, Alma 7:11-13, Hymn 194 vs 4 end)
Let it fill up thy heart,
Who thou now art
Echos in Heaven, Echos in heart ( Alma 34:34)

Monday, August 3, 2015

Being Mr Mom/Fommy


Being Mr. Mom/From!!!! James has been so awesome with helping so much at home with new William. There is no way I could recover, handle Jane, take care of a new baby, cook, clean and all else without my Mister by my side for a little while. He commented the other day that he doesn't make a very good Fom (father/mom), but I beg to differ.


With each birth I've bought James a special "Daddy Doritto" bag to eat after his kiddo is born. They are one of his favorites and it is such a big deal to be a good daddy and it makes me so grateful I married him that a Doritto bag is always in store at the arrival of a new bundle.

Mister James you're an awesome man, here's a few reasons why, from your clan;


From Mom: you take care of ALL of us. You are so fun with Jane and make her get lots of wiggles out, you are gentle with William and all his new learning, and you are caring to me wih helping me get sleep and food. Thanks for trying to keep the house in order, cause you know that means a lot to me. And thank you for making me feel beautiful when I definitely don't feel it.


From Jane: You're so fun dad!! I feel lucky to have one on one time with you (even though I can be cranky). You make me yummy food and you play "neigh" with me! Thanks for being my dad!


From William: You have held me so kindly from the very first hours of my life. There's nothing better than a good daddy swaddle! You stay up with mom and me a lot and make sure we're safe. You are going to teach me about being a valiant man!

So, there you have it Mister....you actually are a pretty good Fommy! :) We are so blessed you're at the head of our family. We love you and appreciate ALL you do for us! Thanks!

Saturday, August 1, 2015

Blue Moon


"Once in a blue moon" is how the old saying goes, and how fitting for the day my little man came into this life. The day he came into the world there was a blue moon! Meaning a rare 2nd full moon filled the sky that night. I remember driving just the night before William was born and being encaptured by the beauty of the moon in a dusty ombrĂ© sky. It's amazing to really appreciate the world around you. To really look at and study the intricacies of nature and life. There is no doubt in my mind that there is a God. This earth is witness of a higher being. The perfection of a human body in just 9 months is breathtaking and another witness that there is something greater, something more. 

I know that there is great purpose in this life! From the day we come into it, to the moment of our last breath there is purpose. The choices we make will determine our destinies! "Once in a blue moon" we are blessed with little miracles and moments to remind us of the importance of life and to protect it. Each little human body that comes into life is so important. The things they will do, think and say will make such a difference in this world.


I thought it was special that in the song "Blue Moon" there are the lyrics:

"Blue moon,
You knew just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for"

That is how I felt at Sir Williams birth. The purpose of why I was there drove me forward, many prayers were being said by family and James and I, and I truly received someone I could care for. As I go through the tired, overwhelming, joyful, exhausting, special, and sweet time of post labor I continue to be amazed at the human body. The way it heals, changes, provides, and loves is just incredible. I am thankful birth is just every "blue moon" though and not every day ;). Because it sure does a doozy on the body and emotions. How thankful I am that our little man was born on a blue moon so I could reflect on its importance. Don't forget the blessing of blue moons in your life. They happen so quickly, come and go and mean so much!


"Blue Moon"

Blue moon
You saw me standing alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

Blue moon
You knew just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked to the moon it turned to gold

Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will ever hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked the moon had turned to gold

Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own